Life

Why is it that some people know exactly what they want to do are meant to do in life and some people just go through life always wondering what their purpose is? What their higher calling is ?  I know I ask my self this often. 


I have a good life we get by could have a little more money to make all are dreams come true but all in all we have a happy life we are all healthy we live a simple life but try to make it a fun and happy one. So why do people like me feel like their should be more,  is it because we do not have a lot of demands on us because we live a simple life that we think there is something missing? We run on are on time we hardly ever plan anything most things are just done on a whim.. 


Is it because it is just us we have no real steady friends,  I have  no close girlfriends to chit chat with just me and my boys.. is that what my whole problem in this world is.. I miss having a close girlfriend to hang and chat with to go on girl weekend outings/vacations with.. I often think of  just packing up and moving  us some where different to a new state,town etc. Live a different life I love MN but am so tired of the cold I just want some where where I can lay on  the beach and feel the sun.. Maybe some day I will get there .... I do not mind the snow but really hate the cold maybe I could live some where I can get to the snow and also get to the ocean kinda the best of both worlds is that possible?  Maybe I should start looking so when the time comes I will have some ideas on where I would want to live...