My year in review 2009

Well let's  see I joined facebook on the request of my son and had no idea what it would bring, the feelings of unhappiness and happiness it could bring.. It has been a lot of fun seeing what the people I used to know and do know have been up to.. But at the same time it is very hard to see what I have been missing out on in life I have lived in my own little world for so long that I do not even know how to reconnect with friends any more I feel like I have nothing  in common with anyone or maybe just think that I don't.

The summer has been a bummer we did not get on the boat barley at all do to the weather and family issues . Well I tell you what that will not be the case next summer the boat will come before anyone and anything that is my saving grace no matter how hard a day or week I have had I can go on the water and just let it all go for a couple of hours.. 

For the rest of year well that is what is.. I know that next year will be better I have goals and plans and nothing is going to stand in my way. I am going to enjoy my family a little more and my life a lot more.

Maybe there is some thing bigger and better out their for me and maybe I will find it and maybe I will not.But what I do know is that every day I am going to write in my blog even if nothing interesting happens or if I really have nothing to write at all.. You should always write at least 5 things you are thankful for everyday even if it is the same 5 things everyday some day it will change and it will be a different 5 things.. I will find motivation to do at least one thing a day that makes me happy even if it is as small as taking a hot bath but it will be for me and nobody else.. 

I will work hard on being a better Mom and Wife and then the rest of my life should fall right into place..I will stop thinking about what I am missing and start enjoying what I have.. Just be happy all  the time like I used to be, like I am at work.. Maybe my happy place in life will be at home instead of at work, I think I need to work hard on changing that or making them equal in my life, and maybe I will find peace at home like I do at work...

So here is to a new start and a great 2010!!!!  

MAY ALL YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS COME TRUE!!!!!!!!