My comment to Taylor

Hello and thank you for commenting on my blog.. My comment to you would be you are young and have a whole life ahead of you.. Weather you think it or not you are at least headed in the right direction going to school and getting your education are so important. It will open up so many doors for you.  I know it may not seem worth it right now but in the future you will be very thankful that you made the decision to go to collage.. If you are not sure what you want to do take your generals and get them out of the way and I am sure their are a lot of  degrees that will apply to all kinds of different careers so it is not field specific. 


We all have choices and just remember what ever you do DO IT FOR YOU not anybody else. This will not only be more satisfying but will make you more confident in your choices and will show you that the world is at your finger tips and you just need to hold on and go for the ride where ever it may take you..


Their are a few choices I made in my life that were not fully for me and I think this is why I am having these feelings now so many years later.. But now my life is more complicated I have a family to think about in every move or decision I make. If I did not have a family I am sure this would be a lot easier problem to solve then it is right now or maybe not...


Just remember you are young and these are normal feelings for someone of your age not all teenagers or young adults know what they what to do after high school and some adults are still trying to figure it out even at may age (38) so you are not alone and just hang in their it will all come together......


Just remember I am always here and you can write to me at any time I am a great listener...

Writing writing .........

So it has been a few days since I last posted and am still feeling this weird feeling... The other night I was waiting for my son to come home from a football game and everyone else in the house was asleep and it was sooooo quiet I began thinking, the thoughts just kept flowing no lie if I was on my blog I could have wrote all night long it was so weird. I decided to start writing it down on paper to post later the next day and when I was finished I put it in my purse so I would remember to post it later but much to my surprise there were other papers in there that I have written, for the same reasons I was not able to get on my computer so I wrote them on paper to write later and never did.. 


It was really weird for me to read these things I have written, a lot of it was the same thing I wrote about that night and that was very interesting to me what it shows me is that I have been feeling this way off and on for awhile now and can not seem to come to some agreement with myself  some of these writings were the same and some of them were different but the same if that makes any sense at all...


So now I have to decide if I want to share these writings or still just think about them some more, Never the less I am sure they  will end up in my blog at some point in the future and probably the near future.... I also need to figure out  where my life is headed from hear and reading some of these things does help a little but time  will only tell......