A new day

Today is a new day the day I will begin the next 10 years of my life the day I will take the power of my brian over and find who I really am. I don't think anybody really know's the real me HELL I don't think I even know who the real me is anymore.. I have lived in a bubble per say for so long that I think I forgot who I really am..


I want to find me again my passion what makes me the happiest I can be!! But what is that and where shall I begin to find it...  I have a lot of things I have always been interested in doing but never took the time to do them well maybe this is the time the time to find me and what I want out of life...


It is weird but when you have a birthday coming up you tend to reflect on your life and wonder what you should being doing different with the next year of your life. some people do this when we are approaching the end of the year and they want to make New Years resolutions well for me that is the same time of year my birthday and New Years are a day apart so it is the perfect time for me to make changes or even just reflect on my life.. 


My life has not been bad but their are some things I need to do different like get out and live again  stop hiding.. I have no close friends but that is because I do not do anything to meet people I stay in my little corner of the earth and do not venture far. My life consists of work,hanging out at home and going to the casino.. BAD I need to get out and live more go shopping go out to lunch or dinner or even happy hour.... Maybe take some computer classes so I can learn how to do all the things I want to do with this blog...
I have made these plans before and never stick to them so I need to take these things slow so I do not get over whelmed... 


Maybe I should start by making a bucket list then I will have some thing to go by and can check them off as I go and can even add things when I think of them..That sounds like a good idea..