Writing writing .........

So it has been a few days since I last posted and am still feeling this weird feeling... The other night I was waiting for my son to come home from a football game and everyone else in the house was asleep and it was sooooo quiet I began thinking, the thoughts just kept flowing no lie if I was on my blog I could have wrote all night long it was so weird. I decided to start writing it down on paper to post later the next day and when I was finished I put it in my purse so I would remember to post it later but much to my surprise there were other papers in there that I have written, for the same reasons I was not able to get on my computer so I wrote them on paper to write later and never did.. 


It was really weird for me to read these things I have written, a lot of it was the same thing I wrote about that night and that was very interesting to me what it shows me is that I have been feeling this way off and on for awhile now and can not seem to come to some agreement with myself  some of these writings were the same and some of them were different but the same if that makes any sense at all...


So now I have to decide if I want to share these writings or still just think about them some more, Never the less I am sure they  will end up in my blog at some point in the future and probably the near future.... I also need to figure out  where my life is headed from hear and reading some of these things does help a little but time  will only tell......