long weekend

Oh so could use a long weekend away to gather my thoughts and see where I am heading.. The last time I had a weekend away by my self with no kid's or husband was 9 years ago when me and my sister-inlaw went to mexico and before that was when wyatt was 1 or 2 and I went to Maryland for school for a couple of days. Other than that I have not been away by myself in a long time and I could so use it.. 


I want to put my toes in the sand with a drink in my hand and feel the warm sun on my face and here the ocean ways crashing that is the most relaxing sound to me.. I love the ocean and always have the Gulf of Mexico is so beautiful I could go there every day and never get sick of it.. It just makes everything seem so little and always feel renewed and refreshed when we leave....


Just one long weekend that is all I ask for.. this is something I have always wanted to do was just go somewhere and just enjoy it. I think now more than ever I have been thinking about it to try and put my life in order and really think about what I want and where I am headed.. I know my husband does not understand why this is so important for me to do but he also gets away more than I do since he has been at this job he has been gone a couple of times and before that he went away with a friend and before that he went away with another friend an he use to go deer hunting every year.. He hates being gone from me and the kids but that is because he gets to get away.. When we go on vacation I can't wait he hates when we go alone I love it I also love going with are kid's to..


In a couple of weeks my kids and G-pa are going away for a couple of days so that will be a nice break but not the same as going away.. when I am still at home even if I am alone I do not release I am still thinking about what I need to do, what bill's need to be paid etc etc etc.... A vacation is a vacation you don't think about anything you just let go and have FUN no WORRIES and RELAX!!!!


So sweet dreams to putting my toes in the sand and the sun on my face and the gulf waves crashing in my sight......